In a World of Green
I feel so much change happening within myself lately. My wife and I are currently in Iowa on a farm saving up to get our slide fixed on our RV. It’s not a cheap fix, so it will take a few months for us to get it fixed. In the short time that we have been here, music has been starting to explode out of me. It just hit me one night and I felt the need to sing. It wasn’t even really a desire, it was more of a need to just release. Music is healing, is it not?
I have felt so stuck in regards to music. I think I have been lying to myself. Telling myself that it’s okay to let music go if I work on other dreams. And while I have a great affinity for my other dreams in life, music is just one of those things that won’t stop haunting me. Let’s just say, that it is the scariest dream that I have this life. It is the one that excites me the most, but is the most terrifying. I think that just means that I need to stop ignoring it and just face the music (ha ha). I need to confront the fears inside of me and just go for it.
With that said, if you are subscribed to the youtube channel you can expect to see more music videos coming out, primarily of me just doing covers. Hopefully over time I will get comfortable enough to start creating my own music. I just need to build my confidence up.
Because of all the stress and the change happening it has negatively affected my lucid dream practice. I am still writing in my dream journal though. That is one thing that I have kept up on.
So, once the RV is fixed, it will already be Autumn and be getting cooler, so we will have to head south for the winter. While I am sad that we didn’t get to see some of the national parks in the North West United States this time around, I am excited that I am making a return to music.
8/1/19 | Iowa
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